The
stocky, mustachioed man nervously paced the deck of a Delaware River steamer,
unbuttoning his frock coat, and regularly removing his derby to wipe his brow.
He looked much older than his thirty-five years.
It
was unreasonably warm for a Christmas Eve.
The
man stared at the passing Pennsylvania shoreline, thinking of his family in
Newcastle, some three hundred miles to the west, whom he might not see this
Christmas, unless he made his train connection in Philadelphia. Christmas 1875.
"Pardon
me, sir."
"Aren't
you Ira Sankey, the gospel singer?"
He
smiled at the lady and her husband ... He thought he was gracious to acknowledge
that he was, indeed, Ira D. Sankey.
"We've
seen your pictures in the newspapers."
He
had not wanted to be recognized: Not today, not tonight. He was tired, fretful,
and warm. Fact of the matter was, he was angry and provoked with Mr. Moody.
"We
thought you were still in England!" said the lady.
"We
returned last week, Madam," Mr. Sankey replied in resonant baritone voice.
And if Mr. Moody hadn't insisted on more conferences and meetings, he thought,
he would have been home by now for Christmas with his family.
Instead he was a prisoner on a river steamer.
"Mr.
Sankey, would you sing for us? It is Christmas Eve, and we'd love to hear
you."
Mr.
Sankey said he would sing, and his presence was announced loudly across the
deck. As the people gathered, he pondered what he might sing. He wished he
had his portable pump organ which had become an integral counterpart to his
singing. But no matter. He would sing a Christmas carol or two,
unaccompanied. Perhaps he would get the passengers to sing along with him.
He
tried to shed his melancholy. He was a famous person, whether he liked it
or not, and he was not normally shy about his gifts. He was known on two
continents as the gospel singer, the song leader and soloist working with Dwight
L. Moody, who was surely the greatest evangelist of the day.
Perhaps
God had intended it his way -- for him to be in this place, on this boat, at
this particular time.
"I
thought I would sing a carol or two." He then added, "But somehow I
feel I should sing another song."
"Sing
one of your own songs!" shouted someone unseen. "Sing The
Ninety-And-Nine!" commanded another.
"No,
thank you very much, but I know what I must sing." He was
smiling broadly now, feeling much better about himself and the situation,
enjoying his congregation. "I shall sing a song by William Bradbury.
And if you know it, as I'm sure many of you do, hum along with me."
Sankey
began to sing.
"Savior,
like a shepherd lead us, Much we need Thy tender care; In Thy pleasant pastures
feed us, For our use Thy folds prepare; Blessed Jesus, blessed Jesus! Thou has
bought us. Thine we are."
He
sang all three verses. There was uncommon silence, and Ira Sankey felt it
would be inappropriate to sing anything else. So he simply wished everyone
a Merry Christmas, and the people murmured a greeting in return.
The
silence returned, and he was alone again.
"Your
name is Ira Sankey?"
"Yes."
He recognized neither the voice nor the man.
The
man came out of the shadows. He was about his own age, with a beard beginning to
turn gray, and comfortably but not fastidiously dressed. Perhaps he was in
sales...
"Were
you ever in the Army, Mr. Sankey?"
"Yes,
I was. I joined up in 1860."
"I
wonder if you can remember back to 1862. Did you ever do guard duty, at
night, in Maryland?"
"Yes,
I did!" Sankey felt a stab of memory and excitement. "It might
have been at Sharpsburg."
"I
was in the Army, too. The Confederate Army. And I saw you that
night."
Sankey
looked at him warily.
"You
were parading around in your blue uniform. Had you in my sights, you
standing there in the light of the full moon, which was right foolish of you,
you know." The man paused. "Then you began to sing."
Amazingly,
Sankey remembered.
"You
sang the same song you sang tonight, 'Savior Like a Shepherd Lead Us.'"
"I
remember."
My
mother sang that song a lot, but I never expected no soldier to be singing it at
midnight on guard duty. Especially a Union soldier." The man sighed.
"Obviously I didn't shoot you."
"And
obviously I am grateful." Sankey smiled.
"I
always wondered who you were. Who it was I didn't kill that night, on account of
his singing an old Sunday School song."
Sankey
shook his head.
"Frankly,
up until tonight, the name of Ira Sankey wouldn't have meant much to me. Guess I
don't read the papers like I should. I didn't know you'd turn out to be so
famous!" The man smiled for the first time. "But I reckon I
would have recognized the voice and the song anyplace."
Sankey
reflected on what might have been.
"Do
you think we might talk a mite?" asked the man. "I think you owe it to
me. Very little has gone right for me. Not before the war. Not
during it. And not since."
Ira
Sankey put an arm around his former enemy. They found a place in a quiet
corner of the deck to sit and chat. Sankey's impatience and anger had
passed. He no longer fretted that he might be delayed in seeing his
family.
Christmas
would soon be here. It always came but sometimes in the strangest ways.
The
night was still warm but it seemed filled with brighter stars. Sankey even
thought he heard the sound of angels' voices -- singing, of course, and singing
the Good News.